Thursday, October 27, 2005

Rindu yang sarat dan sienna Part II



wat a beautiful morning.. guess when i ve finished all the works, papers been marked etc, the morning seems more beautiful.. and I ve time to update my blog, besides, tis is my last day before going back for raya yipppeeeeee..
bercerita tentang rindu..
abang has been telling me so frequent, abouthow he missed me so much that it hurts.. and I tot it was just a phrase..
so now bila org cakap.,. rindu yang menyesak dada, or rindu yang sarat, they were actually referring to the physical pain due to tis longing..
hahahhaa tak penah plak aku rasa cam tu... rindu pada aku.. sekadar ingatan yg mendalam pada seseorang.. tapi takder la sampai termimpi-mimpi..
taktau la di masa akan datang...
tapi rindu sampai menghimpit dada... uishh.. and i tot i m having a sudden heart attack.. LOL
Tapi mungkin gak.. perasaan seseorang tu tak sama..
dan kata abg, bila dia merindui aku, perasaan tu menghimpit dirinya, menyesakkan dadanya.. hmmmm..
taktau plak aku kerinduan dia sampai ke tahap tu... huhuhuhu.. bangganyaa...

dan kerana perkataan rindu itu la, aku cuba mencari makna yang tersirat di dalamnya.. uish.. ah lama tak jiwang- jiwang.. so aku pun rajin la plak cari anything yang relate to 'rindu' kat dalam internet ni..

okeh jumpa. ada satu.. yang rasa kena dengan apa yg aku rasa or apa yg abang rasa.. aku paste dari satu blog.. ampun cik nazrah.. hopefully aku tak kena sue pasal plagiarism..

Ada Rindu

Tiada perkataan lebih indah

membicara rindu

sedetik kutempohi

kurasakanberibu berlalu

Bilakan ketemu lagi

asyik ku termimpi-mimpi

naluriku menyendiri

sepi dalam hati

Ada rindu dihatiku

asmaramu yang agung

Ada rindu pada yang satu

Semarakkan cintamu untukku

Walau tak bersua

tiada ragu dihatiku

panahan pesonamu

hatiku hanyalah milikmu

Hanya pada kamu

berbungalah rindu

cetusan hatiku luhur

Hanya pada aku

mekarnya cinta mu

Semarakkan cinta

yang kita bina

ke akhir masa

masih menyala

buat selama-lama

bersamaku

pinggirkan sendu syahdu

cintailah aku

hadir dalam ruang sepimu itu

posted by nazrah at 11:54 PM

agaknya itulah rindu pada abang..

aku nak tulis puisi? hmmm gelak kat org ada le..

i used to write poem when i was very young.. and i tot it was my best poems ever since.. i asked a few friends to read it.. and they said it wa ssuch a sad poem.. ( it was my intention pun to see whether my poem will make em weep).. and they did .. so i said to myself.. I m gonna be a poet one day cos i can write poems.. hahaha

budak umur 10 tahun apa la yg dia reti.. she tot she will excel in everything she did.. and 27 yrs later.. she was destined to be the only thing that she's never dreamnt of.. a scientist! hahahah kagum gilo makcik.. and the only thing that she can write now is.. ( with assistance from all the professors and lecturers) scientific articles!.. tu pun terhegeh2 kalau tulis kot english.. nasib tak direct translation jek..kakakakaka

itu le.. zaman dlu tak gheti2 nak pi oversea further study.. but on 2nd tot.. I knew i wont survive if i were there.. health being i meant..

therefore i do envy ppl who can write well.. huhuhu... my next resolution.. nak ambik creative writing course sementara masih hidup ni..

ok le udah udah le pasal rindu.. pasal ianya sukar utk diluahkan dgn perkataan.. sesuatu yg tersemat dihati hanya boleh digambarkan melalui perbuatan ( for certain people la)

dan rindu bagi aku... hmmm jap nak pikir

bila bau badan pada pakaiannya melahirkan perasaan bahagia di hati..

bila kata-katanya akan selalu terngiang ditelinga

saat mendengar suaranya , terlerai ingatan padanya buat seketika

bila tidur mahu diuliti bisikannya

bila bangun desahan nafasnya yang pertama sekali ingin didengar

bila berjumpa, bahagia bila dapat menyentuhnya walaupun di hujung jari..

tapi yg paling meruntun jiwa..

bila pandangan matanya tersinar perasaan kasih..

.. dan tamat le kisah jiwang-jiwang aku pagi ni..

abang tgh buat apa agaknya..melukis sampai pagi ke ?

ha..lagi satu.. erti rindu bagi ku..

setiap sejam call sidia.. (bergantung pada terma dan syarat)

kengkadang 2 kali sehari..

tapi yg harus.. sebelum tido..

ooh.. rindunya..

jao nak call abang.. hihihi

"How you feel is not the result of what is happening in your life - it
is your interpretation of what is happening."
- Anthony Robbins (1960~)
American Author, Speaker

and now.. i m missing him so much...

lambat lagi nak jumpa, pas raya ni.. i ll try to go back on the 2nd saturday.. rindunyaaaaa

so yesterday, after we knew that the gaji has been banked in..everyone rsuhded to the bank.. withdrew as much cash as we could, and ran across the road to deposit it in maybank acc.. ( we re so much obsessed with maybank2u these days, as everything can be done at the tip of a finger, (tapi kengkadang nyampah gak bila kena tunggu lama nak dload its website)..

so yesterday was shopping day, being pauper most of the time we ve decided to shop at the UO which is just opposite the college. I bought a shirt for my dad, one for abang.. tho there wasnt any suitable size for him, he wears XXL.. i bought an XL instead.. so by hook or by crook he need to wear the shirt, make the stomatch a bit flat , put off weight a bit.. janji muat.. hahahah ganaih nya org..

I was asking his fav color when i planned to buy him the shirt.. and he said sienna.. being a stupid me, but a bit brighter at the other side, i surfed the internet searching for sienna color.. so i found these pics

now i knew wat sienna color looks like.. ada la abit macam earth color.. hmm cantik kalau ada kitchen cabinet kaler ni..

we had an iftar at d'polo with kak wan and anuar while the rest had their iftar at iqbal's hse ( me the shy one decline the invitation politely ) the food was nice and worthy for 19.90/pax. anyway i wasnt able to finish all those food, just a plate of nasi capur, with various kinda lauk, and one scoop of fruit salad, a glass of asam boi iced..

huhuhu.. nyesal tak makan banyak.. but my stomach will explode if i kept on filling it ..

jadi le tu... makan tu kena la berpada2..


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