1. still raging over my postgrad students yang tak gheti2 nak submit the papers that i ordered her to do 2days ago. Thus, i sent another email this afternoon..
2. a bit disappointed with someone's email today . previous emails raise my hope and today, it crushing down infront of my eye.. *sobbing*.. never mind.. im gonna put another try by writing to others.
3. heard from a friend that bae yong jun, the winter sonata's hero killed himself today.. by strangling himself with the mobile charger.... so saddd.. :( i pity him for not appreciating his own life... its the nowadays trend kot..
4. still have another week for myself before the students start coming in.. owhhh mengapakah masa begitu cepat berlalu...
5. how i wish my kid sisters have their own blog.. so dat i will know what really happen in their lives.. owh well facebook tidak membawa makna apa2 rupanya...(motif ko nak tau apa adik2 ko buat tu kenapa kak? lol)
6. Im thinking of ending a 'not going anywhere'-relationship.. at least tat's wat i ve been realising all these while..
7. during the closing ceremony of one event this afternoon, the speaker was talking abt 2S ie sincerity and sacrifice.... .. cant help being cynical thus i asked silently.. SO?
8.Can i just leave all the works behind and fly back to hometown????? can? can?
9.Ok this may sound a bit... ermm i dunno.. gedik... but i ve been checking the cinema website twice for the twilight saga series... should i say.. i cant wait to watch eclipse... erkk..
10. I should buy the padlock tomorrow. This apt is not safe anymore.. just read it from the facebook site of the apt committee... ( ada tempat proses syabu at the 4th floor.. wa cakap lu.. maybe its abt time that they called karam singh walia... )
10. wat i m gonna have for bfast tomorrow?
dats it... im off to bed...
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Am I being too lenient?
Motif berblog di pagi hari? hahah mesti ada yang tak kena ni kan?
yes. ini entri luahan rasa yang akak rasa nak tulis cepat-cepat dan lupakan cepat2 ( ehh tak bleh lupa.. lepas tulis nak lempang cepat2 kat the main target.. boleh?
tadi.. sekejap tadi.. akak bukak facebook.. pas tu tengok status one of my post grad studnts yang begitu excited sebab dah book tiket nak ke Berlin for the spetember conference...
Ok.. akak tak jealous pun.. sebab akak yang galakkan dia org participate.. tapi yang tetiba jiwa akak rasa menngelodak dan perasaan 'irritating' dan 'annoying' yang tetiba bermaharajalela dalam dada akak ini ialah kerana..
1. owh excited ye nak pi berlin.. thesis ko dah submit lum?
2. dah berjanggut aku tunggu ko pass up draf thesis.. langsun NAN ADO
3. bebudak zaman sekarang.. ingat nak yg best jek.. abis ko ingat wat master tu hasilnya ko leh berjalan makan angin pi oversea je ke? THESIS nya mana dol?
4. apasal la aku tak leh ikut jejak langkah supervisor aku masa buat master dulu.. sebab dia la i can finish my master on time
5. dah masuk 3 tahun , hantar draf sebulan sekali tu pun macam buat cincai-cincai jek... apa dia ingat aku yg nak betulkan semua yg dia tulis.. DREAM ON!
5. Pas ni aku nak bagi deadline.. aku nak garang segarang garangnyaaaaaaaa bley!
6. tapi budak2 ni memang selalu wat taktik kotor.. sebelum aku marah dia. awal2 lagi dah buat drama ayermata depan aku
7. *7^%#&%$#@(KH*(()*^^&^%$#@#
Dah... nak pergi buat kije.. hati masih membara nih...
yes. ini entri luahan rasa yang akak rasa nak tulis cepat-cepat dan lupakan cepat2 ( ehh tak bleh lupa.. lepas tulis nak lempang cepat2 kat the main target.. boleh?
tadi.. sekejap tadi.. akak bukak facebook.. pas tu tengok status one of my post grad studnts yang begitu excited sebab dah book tiket nak ke Berlin for the spetember conference...
Ok.. akak tak jealous pun.. sebab akak yang galakkan dia org participate.. tapi yang tetiba jiwa akak rasa menngelodak dan perasaan 'irritating' dan 'annoying' yang tetiba bermaharajalela dalam dada akak ini ialah kerana..
1. owh excited ye nak pi berlin.. thesis ko dah submit lum?
2. dah berjanggut aku tunggu ko pass up draf thesis.. langsun NAN ADO
3. bebudak zaman sekarang.. ingat nak yg best jek.. abis ko ingat wat master tu hasilnya ko leh berjalan makan angin pi oversea je ke? THESIS nya mana dol?
4. apasal la aku tak leh ikut jejak langkah supervisor aku masa buat master dulu.. sebab dia la i can finish my master on time
5. dah masuk 3 tahun , hantar draf sebulan sekali tu pun macam buat cincai-cincai jek... apa dia ingat aku yg nak betulkan semua yg dia tulis.. DREAM ON!
5. Pas ni aku nak bagi deadline.. aku nak garang segarang garangnyaaaaaaaa bley!
6. tapi budak2 ni memang selalu wat taktik kotor.. sebelum aku marah dia. awal2 lagi dah buat drama ayermata depan aku
7. *7^%#&%$#@(KH*(()*^^&^%$#@#
Dah... nak pergi buat kije.. hati masih membara nih...
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Selingan..
Kadang-kadang kita akan rasa dada kita sarat dengan masalah yang takboleh diluahkan. Sebab penyelesaian kepada masalah itu tiada penghujungnya. Maka, jalan yang paling baik, simpan dalam dada dan makin bertambah senaklah rasanya. Lagi satu, pura-pura masalah itu tidak wujud dan bergembiralah melalui kehidupan yang penuh kepura-puraan. manusia mana yang tiada masalah? samada masalah itu besar atau kecik sahaja., atau memang sifat manusia memperbesar-besarkan masalah yang kecil dan meremeh-remehkan masalah yang besar? kategori manakah kamu?
Sekiranya kita boleh melalui kehidupan tanpa gangguan daripada anasir'subversif', tanpa hasad dengki makhluk sekeliling, tanpa kutukan yang ingin menjatuhkan; kritikan membina memang dialu2kan tetapi kebanyakan manusia cuba berselindung disebalik maksud kritikan itu kononnya 'membina' la sangat walhal niat sebenar hanyalah untuk 'mencari pasal'.
Dan sebab itu lah ada lah jenis manusia yang totally akan memendam rasa dan sebaliknya berdoa semoga Allah yang Maha Kaya itu akan memberi balasan kepada kaum pengzalim itu. Biarlah dendam dan kezaliman makhluk Allah itu diadili dengan saksamanya oleh si Pencipta...
Dan saya juga percaya dengan hukum Karma.. cuma masa sahaja yang menentukannya...
Sekiranya kita boleh melalui kehidupan tanpa gangguan daripada anasir'subversif', tanpa hasad dengki makhluk sekeliling, tanpa kutukan yang ingin menjatuhkan; kritikan membina memang dialu2kan tetapi kebanyakan manusia cuba berselindung disebalik maksud kritikan itu kononnya 'membina' la sangat walhal niat sebenar hanyalah untuk 'mencari pasal'.
Dan sebab itu lah ada lah jenis manusia yang totally akan memendam rasa dan sebaliknya berdoa semoga Allah yang Maha Kaya itu akan memberi balasan kepada kaum pengzalim itu. Biarlah dendam dan kezaliman makhluk Allah itu diadili dengan saksamanya oleh si Pencipta...
Dan saya juga percaya dengan hukum Karma.. cuma masa sahaja yang menentukannya...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Turkey trip- Antalya
Memandangkan malam ni malam minggu, so akak sikit terajin mengelod piccas masa kat turki hari tu.. ni pun jenuh nunggu padahal baru beberapa piccas jek.. maka terimalahhhhhh.... ( ye akak nengok masa kat sana makin tombam la plak.. muka cam buah epal dah hahaha) tapi skrg pun cam tu... nak wat camna.. dah tak fotogenit.. wat camna pun muka cam tu le.. tanpa dibantu oleh mana2 perisian komputer yek.. hahaha. owhh kronologi sepatutnya bermula dengan pic yg paling bawah tu... so caption macam tiba2 lompat sana lompat sini la yek
ini ada lah muka-muka yg excited nak pi excursion ke water fall ( yg sangat cantik very piocturesque wa cakap lu, tapi disebabkan tunggu bas lama sangat, muka yg excited tu lama2 jadi boring.. ini ada lah group 1 ASIA yek.. ada from brunei, india dan juga portugal.. ( tu european sesat.. muka minah tu cam iras2 ugly betty kan?)
owh ini view from jetty at the beach.. since i have once come here, and the other 2 havent come to this part of theresort yet, so akak pun jadi ala2 tourist guide bawak dioarang.. sebenonya kita org ingat kan nak pi snacking.. sbb terlepas lunch.. malangnya dia org dah tukar snack time to earlier time.. so lagi 5 min diaorang nak bawak masuk.. tgh kita org duk ambik tu tepat jek kul 6 dorang terus bawak masuk,,, kurang hasam betul... kalau kat mesia takder nya dorang buat cam tu kan... kalau ada hoteliers yg tengah ambik makanan...huh!
dan ini adalah muka2 yg sangat puas hati dengan perkhidmatan turkish bath and massage..on the 1st day we arrived, since conference started in the afternoon, we managed to go out pi try turkish bath and hamamm at the nearby area. kat hotel will cost aby 46 euri tapi kat luar we managed to get 19 euro/person for 11/2 hour. gila murah.. lara is the name of the city and hamami means massage.. basically it comes in a package of bath and massage.. akak siap buat facial lagi hahahah . 1st time for ppl yang takpernak masuk turkish bath.. akan mendapat kejutan which will give a cardiovascular side effect... akak rasa heart rate akak increased crastically + BP pun mencanak naik time tu.. nasib tak muntah jek masa tu.. tapi akak tengok turkish cam biasa jek.. akak telah disental dengan jayanya oleh masseur yang badannya masyaalah... pas tu naik atsa rehat jap.. minum turkish tea yang sangat best... di massage pulak... since kulit akak ni kan sensitip.. akak suh dorang go gently..tapi time urur kat belakang.. sangatlah besttt.. time kat peha.. menggeletis punya la sakit... aka rasa la kalau akak duk turki memang tiap2 bulan la akak pi sana... takpayah gosok daki sendiri.. org lain buat muahahaha...selepas disental akak dapat rasakan akak sangatlah putih bersih dan tak comot lagi hahahah
at the beach.. since kita org ( me and one of the bruneian colleague) tak sempat lunch, so berusaha menapak ke beach yang punya la jauh for the snack.. muka yang tak basuh tak mandi dah lebih 24 jam tapi ada hati nak pi beach .. tapi masyaalahh... viewnya sangat la losuy ( sebab makcik2 tua ada hati pakai bikini lalulalang depan kita org.. wat a sore sight heheh)
ini view daripada bilik akak... excited gila bila sampai ( padahal penat punya la 10 jam dalam flight, pas tu tunggu berejam plak tunggu flight ke antalya.. excited punya pasal....tu sebenonya swimming pool resort sebelah.. kat antalya ni semuanya beach resort.. dah namanya turkey riviera.. tapi best.. rentalnya sekali ngan meals 6x perday dengan semua facilities are usable.. ada semuanya siap ngan mini theater, golf miniature ( motif nak cakap juga?), turkish bath, sauna, gym etc...
-to be continued-(kalau rajin)
ini ada lah muka-muka yg excited nak pi excursion ke water fall ( yg sangat cantik very piocturesque wa cakap lu, tapi disebabkan tunggu bas lama sangat, muka yg excited tu lama2 jadi boring.. ini ada lah group 1 ASIA yek.. ada from brunei, india dan juga portugal.. ( tu european sesat.. muka minah tu cam iras2 ugly betty kan?)
owh ini view from jetty at the beach.. since i have once come here, and the other 2 havent come to this part of theresort yet, so akak pun jadi ala2 tourist guide bawak dioarang.. sebenonya kita org ingat kan nak pi snacking.. sbb terlepas lunch.. malangnya dia org dah tukar snack time to earlier time.. so lagi 5 min diaorang nak bawak masuk.. tgh kita org duk ambik tu tepat jek kul 6 dorang terus bawak masuk,,, kurang hasam betul... kalau kat mesia takder nya dorang buat cam tu kan... kalau ada hoteliers yg tengah ambik makanan...huh!
dan ini adalah muka2 yg sangat puas hati dengan perkhidmatan turkish bath and massage..on the 1st day we arrived, since conference started in the afternoon, we managed to go out pi try turkish bath and hamamm at the nearby area. kat hotel will cost aby 46 euri tapi kat luar we managed to get 19 euro/person for 11/2 hour. gila murah.. lara is the name of the city and hamami means massage.. basically it comes in a package of bath and massage.. akak siap buat facial lagi hahahah . 1st time for ppl yang takpernak masuk turkish bath.. akan mendapat kejutan which will give a cardiovascular side effect... akak rasa heart rate akak increased crastically + BP pun mencanak naik time tu.. nasib tak muntah jek masa tu.. tapi akak tengok turkish cam biasa jek.. akak telah disental dengan jayanya oleh masseur yang badannya masyaalah... pas tu naik atsa rehat jap.. minum turkish tea yang sangat best... di massage pulak... since kulit akak ni kan sensitip.. akak suh dorang go gently..tapi time urur kat belakang.. sangatlah besttt.. time kat peha.. menggeletis punya la sakit... aka rasa la kalau akak duk turki memang tiap2 bulan la akak pi sana... takpayah gosok daki sendiri.. org lain buat muahahaha...selepas disental akak dapat rasakan akak sangatlah putih bersih dan tak comot lagi hahahah
at the beach.. since kita org ( me and one of the bruneian colleague) tak sempat lunch, so berusaha menapak ke beach yang punya la jauh for the snack.. muka yang tak basuh tak mandi dah lebih 24 jam tapi ada hati nak pi beach .. tapi masyaalahh... viewnya sangat la losuy ( sebab makcik2 tua ada hati pakai bikini lalulalang depan kita org.. wat a sore sight heheh)
ini view daripada bilik akak... excited gila bila sampai ( padahal penat punya la 10 jam dalam flight, pas tu tunggu berejam plak tunggu flight ke antalya.. excited punya pasal....tu sebenonya swimming pool resort sebelah.. kat antalya ni semuanya beach resort.. dah namanya turkey riviera.. tapi best.. rentalnya sekali ngan meals 6x perday dengan semua facilities are usable.. ada semuanya siap ngan mini theater, golf miniature ( motif nak cakap juga?), turkish bath, sauna, gym etc...
-to be continued-(kalau rajin)
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
updating la sikit-sikit
Lama sungguh tak update. Lotsa things to write but as usual, I was too lazy to memerah otak untuk mentintakan bait-bait tulisan di layar internet ( ecewahh... bahasa)
And as today.. i took an MC.. i was at O&G clinic for a followup... kalau appointment abis after 12, harus ambik Mc as i d be too lazy to go to work and do things within less than 5 hours ( ada baiknya balik dan tido saja kat rumah .. and pas tu bukak internet kan kan kan)
I started my depo back.. due to the recurrence of my endometrial pain during my menses ( that is the 1st time in 1 1/2 years).. so not to take anymore risk of my ovaries forming the cysts, I begged the MO to give me a depo ( padahal previously berkeras taknak tu).. but since the mercilon gave me the pain and i think it trigger my enodmetriosis again, ( please dun ask me why, my response to drugs are very different from others).. so have to be prepared to get bald hahahaha. one of the side effects of depo is.. it will make your hair fall down.. lotsa hair ( haa kau dengar tu sedi hahahah)
owh well.. enuff about updates on my health.. the laymen wont even know wat i m talking about.. living with 2 sisters who are medical specialists make me become like i am now lol.. owh btw, the MO who attended me , she's from UPM too.. just started her master in family medicine.. when she mentioned her name.. it just occured to me that I once came across her blog while i was bloghopping.. ( so i did remember her whines regarding her bz life as previous MO in hospital kajang and she was very grateful when she got a permanent post as UPM staff).. did mutter to her regarding her blog and she was quite surprised hehehe. anyway, i did not manage to get back to her blog.again...
owh ok.. on lighter note, my fav bro and family dah siap bersukaria kat kg for a week.. ces ces ces.. balik sikit punya lama..as i has gone back home earlier, the tot of joining the crowd tu masih membara-bara, but due to the unfinished business kat fakulti ni.. ( the students are on semester holidays tapi tatap la juga akak kije dengan tekunnya)... cikgu kan cuti kalau students cuti kan... best kan jadi cikgu? NOT! hahahaha..
Owh btw my bp has gone down to normal level when the students are all gone. ( nampak sangat akak stress time students ada hahaha)
am going to penang esok for students practical visit. hajat hati nak pi memborong jeruk salak kat chowrasta bazaar but it depends on the 'tourist guide'. selalunya akak memang makan ati dengan the tourist guide's sense of direction. susah sangat akak naik cab jek la..
I m leading a very quiet life la nowadays .. i do admit it.. neither going out at nite nor weekends... must be the age factor... i m transforming to an anti-social personality la kot hahahah... ( but the only thing that i love doing till now i is gossiping with my kid sisters.. tapi haram... both of them are stuck with kids and their hectic life as MOs.. so i rarely meet them. But i did visit one of the sister at her Putra height's home last weekend. tu pun after too many procrastinations..
owh well.. need to take a shower now.. its very hot nowadays.. rarely rain in kajang... feel like sleepingt naked jek... hahahaha
ciao..
And as today.. i took an MC.. i was at O&G clinic for a followup... kalau appointment abis after 12, harus ambik Mc as i d be too lazy to go to work and do things within less than 5 hours ( ada baiknya balik dan tido saja kat rumah .. and pas tu bukak internet kan kan kan)
I started my depo back.. due to the recurrence of my endometrial pain during my menses ( that is the 1st time in 1 1/2 years).. so not to take anymore risk of my ovaries forming the cysts, I begged the MO to give me a depo ( padahal previously berkeras taknak tu).. but since the mercilon gave me the pain and i think it trigger my enodmetriosis again, ( please dun ask me why, my response to drugs are very different from others).. so have to be prepared to get bald hahahaha. one of the side effects of depo is.. it will make your hair fall down.. lotsa hair ( haa kau dengar tu sedi hahahah)
owh well.. enuff about updates on my health.. the laymen wont even know wat i m talking about.. living with 2 sisters who are medical specialists make me become like i am now lol.. owh btw, the MO who attended me , she's from UPM too.. just started her master in family medicine.. when she mentioned her name.. it just occured to me that I once came across her blog while i was bloghopping.. ( so i did remember her whines regarding her bz life as previous MO in hospital kajang and she was very grateful when she got a permanent post as UPM staff).. did mutter to her regarding her blog and she was quite surprised hehehe. anyway, i did not manage to get back to her blog.again...
owh ok.. on lighter note, my fav bro and family dah siap bersukaria kat kg for a week.. ces ces ces.. balik sikit punya lama..as i has gone back home earlier, the tot of joining the crowd tu masih membara-bara, but due to the unfinished business kat fakulti ni.. ( the students are on semester holidays tapi tatap la juga akak kije dengan tekunnya)... cikgu kan cuti kalau students cuti kan... best kan jadi cikgu? NOT! hahahaha..
Owh btw my bp has gone down to normal level when the students are all gone. ( nampak sangat akak stress time students ada hahaha)
am going to penang esok for students practical visit. hajat hati nak pi memborong jeruk salak kat chowrasta bazaar but it depends on the 'tourist guide'. selalunya akak memang makan ati dengan the tourist guide's sense of direction. susah sangat akak naik cab jek la..
I m leading a very quiet life la nowadays .. i do admit it.. neither going out at nite nor weekends... must be the age factor... i m transforming to an anti-social personality la kot hahahah... ( but the only thing that i love doing till now i is gossiping with my kid sisters.. tapi haram... both of them are stuck with kids and their hectic life as MOs.. so i rarely meet them. But i did visit one of the sister at her Putra height's home last weekend. tu pun after too many procrastinations..
owh well.. need to take a shower now.. its very hot nowadays.. rarely rain in kajang... feel like sleepingt naked jek... hahahaha
ciao..
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