S E P I ..

still in 'sepi' mode.. been humming tis song since i watched the clip on tv tis morning, b4 i went down to work.. the movie trailer just complete the weepy part of it. kinda haunting song tho.. and every time i hear the song.. i never failed to weep..
sedih wooo.... (i mean if u really 'listen' to the song). well I do..

eh kira ok la tu kan.. sekali sekala in sentimental mode..

attaching the lyrics here..

sepi hati terjadi lagi
mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja
aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
namun berat beban di hidupku
biarkan saja biar saja
hanya ku yang tahu
sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap kuberdiri
oh! ada saatnya kubicara
bila hatiku t'lah bulat
sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam
oh! sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri
oh! ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku t'lah bulat
sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam..


anyway.. life has been pretty hectic recently. manjang meeting.. manjang training...
sungguh productive makcik nowadays..
.. but still i feel like this song is telling about...
heeee... *mode bingai*
kah kah kah

Loneliness ( translated : sepi)

wawawawa.. at last i finally feel like updating this blog. Well, actually i m not dat bz , well not as bz as Incik Shah la kan. Tapi seperti biasa la i tried to make myself bz, so dat ppl wont point their fingers at me and accusing me of not doing any works ( ka kah kah). Boleh kan gitu? 'This will be the last day of our freedom ( mine especially, bcos the studnts will return next week, the new students will start flooding in this coming monday, and we have our not so grand orientation week which i ve been including myself as one of the 'menyebuk' comittee. well its good for yr SKT kan.. cesss!
Anyway, back to my last day of freedom. we, d 3 stooges, decided to celebrate it at alamanda. yes, tats the only place which is very close to our fac, and u can get to see n mengumpat all those govt servants ( erm I mean full govt servants )which will be having their shopping sprees rite after gaji day. ( uish jahatnya aku kan)
Anyway, we did manage to get the tickets to watch .. jeng jeng jeng.. guess wat..! we watched Sepi the movie, yes.. a malay movie ( yg lepas aku tengok, i ve given it a 5 star).. its the same movie from the director who directed 'Cinta" ( yes, ni info makcik nak bagitau specially for Incik Shah) kah kah kah.
I m in the mood of watching lovey dewy and weepy movie, so here it is. and i have to admit, tis movie is worth watching,, the dialogues are so natural, and the plot.. ooohh my God, terasa meresap masuk dlam hati sanubari ku.. U wud just simply weep by watching their face expressions. ( Incik Shah! lu patut tgk citer ni! )
well im not gonna elaborate any further, but to summarise it all.. all those 3 stories.. its all abt the second chance in love.. ( and the sound tracks, mak aihh.. remind me to buy the OST when they come out)..
and the cinematography,, its so.. beautiful. U have to watch it la.. if u wanna evaluate it.. ( agak2 berapa Khabir Bhatia nak bagi komisen kat aku ni ek, advertise movie dia hahah)
its a good movie, seriously.. If u have such a sentimental, 'looked strong outside but actually u r fragile inside' character ( cam aku.. kah kah kah), then tis is the movie for u.. its worth yr 7 ringgit ticket tau.. at the end of the movie, u r gonna sit back, reminiscing over yr life and have to agree, tat it might have similarity with some events happened in yrs.. ( but Im sorry, if u do not feel anything after watching this movie.. then.. there's something wrong la with u kah kah kah)
owh well.. this is gonna be a full weekend la as I have another training course on saturday and sunday. I cant stop talking about tis movie la, bcos u know, when u have watched a movie tat did some twist in our hearts, it d be like a song that wud spin in yr head all day long.. alaa.. cam ala ala incik Shah yg hum lagu rihanna dr pagi sampai ptg tu la.. huhuhuhu
well.. im gonna end la tis entry.. with 2 dialogues dalam movie tu.. in diff stories..
mengapa kita diketemukan hanya untuk berpisahh..(Adam to Ilyana)
Kita diketemukan kerana kita sudah ditakdirkan untuk bersama.. (Sufi to Marya)

owh btw.. i did weep... a bit.. i tried to control my tears.. i really did ( nak kontrol macho la tu kununnya).. but as a result, i felt tis lumpy thing inside my chest...
Duktur .. tulung... kih kih kih

Moral of the story: kalau nak nangis tu.. jgn tahan2.. nanti sapa susah kalau sakit dada? mereka dan keluarga mereka jugakk,...

Scribbling

Incik Shah! i m 'hapdeting' now. okkeyy!
Yes, I know, I ve been bz and lazy for the past 3 weeks. besides there r lotsa 'jinxy' things ( if there's such word)thing happened to me. Not that I m complaining. duh!
Eh.. 2 jejaka malaya ajak pi bfast kat tepi kuil hindu la plak.. ishh..
hmm.. i ll write again next time la ek,... janji dah 'hapdet' kan kan