Blue blue sky

Just wanna show the fantastic sky pics that i snapped the other day. I tried to find it again when i looked upon the sky again this morning. yet, it wasnt there anymore. i was pretty sure tat the nite b4 it showed on the sky, it must be an amazing nite. apakah????
they said we can actually noticed some changes in the morning . mayybe this is one of em. Wallah hu alam

Early morning

Nah.. its not early anymore but the actual thing is i ve been up since 4.45 am and hasnt caught a wink afterwards. After sahur, washed the clothes and before i knew,its already azan. at 6, aku dah siap make-up (not!)bagai dah hahaha. P was already downstairs, cos he tot he was late. so at 6.45, berlenggang kangkung la aku turun nak pi kije. Cam best jek kan bila ada org hantar n ambik kije kan?
such a serene morning, with crystal clear sky. It was a breath-taking, picturesque view when i look upon the sky tis morning. managed to snap it wth my hp. Cantekkkk sesangat.
owh well.. i d better continue marking the papers now. managed to finished 10 scripts wthin an hour. Feeling sleepy in the middle of the marking...and Mariah Carey has been singing the same song for like 100 time already, hence this entry. Hhhhaishhhhhhhhh...

another picturesque scenery of The Glenegl Beach at Adelaide tat I snapped Last december, well the sky is a so-so tho. Managed to snap a girl in bikini as well, tapi mana tah aku letak pic tu.. hahaha

So wut's next?

Posting new entry on sunday, well its not my kinda thing actually. Sundays shud be spent lazing on yr couch, watching ridiculous programmes on tv, clicking to every astro channel and last but not least, dozing yrself off.
Alas, in tis euphoric mind of mine, last friday, i accidentally brought all my works back ( so dat I cud finsih doing at home).. well and till this very moment, I HAVE NOT touched em yet. so much for the resolution la kan!
On a lighter note, ( not talking about my bring works here tho), went to Mines yesterday. and again, going shopping on weekends is like going to the faculty on public holidays for me. ( have to admit tat I am a homely (la sangat) person). Anyway, since I ve promised someone to take her to shop ( and this is the only weekeend tat I d be free cos I m going back home next friday(YAy!, so nak taknak terpaksa la kuar jugak kan! and prior to tat there was like a string of threatening episodes occured ( I can be extra emotional first thing when I woke up in the morning, occay!), before I decided to go out ( tat was another story, not gonna highlight my childish attitude la kan). So off we went, in the midst of the hot day, and there were like, masyaalahhh ramainya umat kat MINES tu. I managed to come back at 3.30, exhausted of course, especially the knee. Luckily have a niece yg rajin nak turun bawah beli lauk untuk buka posa.
Even went to bed early last nite. The eyes were a bit uncomfortable since the morning.. a bit sandy some more. Must be the impact of weeping tragically at 5.30 am while watching a rerun of Seputeh qaseh ramadhan on tv. See.. betapa emotionalnya aku di pagi hari.
Actually its the starting of caratct formation in my cornea. I was told by the endocrinologist when i was in the ward last time. She can even see it from afar, and when i took a close look of my eyes infront'f d mirror, yes, i did notice a very thin foggy film in it. So next operation wud gonna be a cataract removal eh? TIDAK!
well,, Im getting older, tats for sure, ( not gonna brag much @ complain about it tho).. take as wat it is la kan.
I feel lucky enuff to have the loved ones around me, the family epecially ( well we dun meet much during tis fasting month tho), the concern colleagues, and a few othesr who still remember me as their friends ( not sure if I had one) last time I checeked i have NONE, lol! and its not my style to let ppl know how i am la kan. deep inside, i am still a stubborn one who knows for sure tat i can rake care of myself, well with a tiny help from my "angel".
hahhaa.. just thinking of my "childish but its so happened to be true 'remark during the yesterday's 'episode". .
"U know how they made me feel? OFFENDED!"
Well i guess, i ve been offended with so many people during so many ocassions last time, and I guess i ve made them offended as well. Tit for a tat!
so... to those whom ive treated wrongly with or without me realising em before..( aku taktau la sapa.. tapi mesti la ada kan!).. I m sorry for all my wrong doings, intentions, ideas, inclduing all thsoe worst imaginary plans tat I ve in mind to retaliate. Hahaha jahatkan aku.
well....

yours truly infront'f the remnant temple of zeus, last august. It was a very hot day, and i nearly melted dat day, without a sunglass, my eyes cant even open properly. Hence, I bought a pair of sunglass yesterday, so dat this thing would never occur in the future. hahahaha. well am not gonna post a pic of new sunglass la kan.. nanti org cakap riak! huhuhuhu

From Sri Serdang to Banting

Feel like updating the blog.. tetiba lak kan.. ( nampak sgt mode malas tu)
Anyway, i woke up very early today. at 3.30 am ( hambik ko), feel like dozing off again for anthr 1/2 hr yet i ve been sleeping since 8.30 pm last nite , rasa2nya cukup2 la tu membuta kan? terawih pun tak buat.. isyak pun solat dalam keadaan separuh sedar.. heee ( sah ke idak ntahnya).
so, bila bangun pagi ni, dgn gigihnya pergi panaskan nasik.. abiskan murtabak yg tak bersentuh lanngsung semalam ( inagt nak makan pas terawih). makan dgn keadaan sepenuhnya sedar.. and for the past 15 days, macik tak sambung tido rite pas sahur. i waited for subuh instead, had my bath.. n terus bersiap pi kije. Sometimes it can be as early as 6.30 tapi tu pun kalau pintu grill kat laluan dpean tu dah buka. makcik tatau pun slama nih.. they have started locking the grill which is actually an access for all the flats from 1st to 4th floor.
so smalam bila pi kije awal, puas la makcik mengetuk2 padlock mintak buka.. luckily cina kat depan tu tolong buka kan.. siap tanya macik.. u tadak kunci ya?
ishh bila plak aku simpan kuncinya.. aku pun tatau bila masa dorang dah start kunci grill tu.. Rupa2nya budak2 kilang kat atas tu semua ada kunci masing2.. ishh., tak di-update rupanya aku neyhh..
Im going to Banting again rite after work to fetch my niece. Of lates, kije akunya pi banting on friday , once again on sunday to send her back. My niece is doing her IB course kat Kolej Mara Banting. Iya la berkat hasutan gigih ku, suh dia tukar wat course kat obersea.. She was in UIA matriculation course before till FELDA called her for a second intake in Buotecnology course . hahaha hadap sgt mak sedara dia ni.. kunun2nya kalau dia dah study kat sana, leh la mak sedara dia selalu2 pi menyinggah sana. provided the countries she goes restricted to yg belah2 europe sana jek.. ke kat ostolia ke.. kat NZ ka.. ermm kalau belah2 Pakistan ke India sana ke.. hmmm.. semangat nak menyinggah tu tersangat la kurang..
anyway, makcik's youngest sis ajak buka posa umah dia on sunday..kunun2nya dia post call tu sempat la masak2 bagai kat kakak dia neyhh..bagus la jugak.. since makcik dah tadak idea nak makan apa dah tuk buka posa.. 2-3x round kat pasar ramadhan sedrang tu pun.. still tadak idea nak makan apa.. Balik2 kerabu mangga, asam rebus keladi..ikan keli bakar tu jek yg leh masuk dek tekak.. Masak sendiri malas tu.. lagik mau komplen kann (astghafirullah)..
well... sambung kije.. makcikk!

Pagi yang indah

Pagi Khamis yang damai ( la sangatt). I had an 8 am lecture . and then will be going to the main campus for JObmarket talk. and i ll have anthr class at 2 pm.
wahhhh sungguh gigihnya macik meng-lecturekan diri di bulan posa yang mulia ini..despite the painful kneecap.. yg tetiba rasa nak 'membengkak'kan sendinya when i woke up for sahur this morning. Tapi aimna tak kesahh..
should i do the countdown starting from today?
Cam bebudak lakrasanya kan..
am still waiting for P|-|IL to probe into my pc via skype so dat he can actually 'kill' the hijacker taht 's been nested inside my pc since last year. The reason why i m not able to browse using Mozilla anymore..
Thanks a lot Phil, ( if u r reading tis, i know u r). he's my IT angel. as he installed so many programmes which cudnt be installed before, organised my pc as well, among other things, and its a wonder bcos he can actually installed it in my pc when he's like at the other side of the world.

Huh?

Nih nak komplen nih.. Sebab rasanya dah lama makcik tak komplen.. ( iya la.. kira prev entry tu bukan komplen, itu.. sesi meluahkan perasaan yang terbuku dalam hati)
Komplen pertama.
Outta sudden i ve becoming a favorite person in the faculty ( in terms of putting my name to go to any events organised either by univ or the fac ). dan tetiba jek aku asyik diarahkan utk pi kuru-sus la, talk la, taklimat la. macam la tak der org lain la ek.. skit2 nama macik naik.. skit2 nama macik naik.. ( mode ketuk2 meja tak puas ati). OF course la, buleh aje nak tepis.. iya la dah tepis pun kalau clash ngan kelas tapi kalau dah tak clash.. nak bohong cakap ada kelas? haishhh idok le teman nak buat cam tu..
Komplen kedua
Hmm takder da kot.. itu jek.. komplen byk2 bulan posa ni.. akan mencacatkan pahala berposa jek kan? kan?
Astaghafirullah-al-azim.. ( mode beristighfar dalam hati byk2)

Seriously.. i was so darn bzzz lately. and recently too, i ve been warded twice in 2 months. Being admitted while u r in yr so-called healthy condition brought a different meaning to the term 'admitted' itself. Wont mention mention anything about the system.. or else, they may blacklist me forever. owh.. by the way, I m gonna be admitted again for the real op, which wud take place at the end of October. the so called pre-op assessment ( katernya) didnt make my life easier anyway, as they assumed it wud be. Instead of going to numerous clinics on different days for the specialist reviews, they put me in a ward for one whole day so dat 'they' cud come and 'assess' me simultaneously BUT it didnt happen like it was supposed to be. The only 'good'thing came from this is.. i gotta rest for 3 days, ( but i was disturbed by those 'knowledge' sucker medical students non stop, who touched every bit of my organ (even the tot of them can actually make me raging,, erghhh!). I mean, its not my first time tho.. been acting as their'guinea pig' since i was 16. Somehow, they can be too much. i mean, do u really have to disturb the patients who actually wanna rest, and can accept it when the patients say NO, rather than insisting tat they r having their exam soon.
Seriously, they pissed me off at times. Not tat i refused to contribute for the medical community sake.. but hey... I am a patient here, u shud respect them, the patients cos they r human beings too.. like u. Sheeshh... i wont have this prob if i went to other hospitals which r not teaching hospitals.. alas.. im suck for life wth it tho...
The reason why i cant just simply got admitted.. as i wud go out more miserable than b4 i went in. Shud hire the clowns to cheer up those patients who r having similar problem as mine.. or am i the only one who feels this way aboutthis matter?

If I were

a bird, i might have found a shelter already on the roof of this fac while waiting for the rain to stop.. owhh and please.. if i could choose wat kinda bird i wanna be.. i d choose erm.. a parakeet..


huh! gilo ke apo tetiba makcik nak jadi parakeet.. tapi itulah dia.. i feel like flying thru the clouds , while singing my heart out on the azure blue sky..
with my bright and attractive color, i m sure i m gonna get as much attention as i ve been dreaming on..
No no no.. dun get me wrong.. I m neither attention seeker not having a problem of attention deficit disorder (ADD).. Its just dat..
For once.. i wish tat i dun have all thse (megaHUGE) problems dangling in my minds.. was referring to tat major one.. ( nah.. not gonna mention it in ere)..
anyway.. on not much heavier note...
If i were given one more chance to seize my day.. ....
shud i or shud i not have nasik kerabu hitam for iftar again this evening?
(Hampehhh punya soalan kan)..
and i wonder.. whether parakeets love nasik kerabu or not? *pondering*..At least i shud have one thing in common with it.
Enuff about the birds...
Am thinking about the next trip.. tapi taktau mana.. Probably to a place called NeverNeverLand.. (just came across the name of Kyrgyz Republic when i visited MOSTI's website just now. Tot they misspelt the country's name. yet the country does exist in the world's map. I m just being ignorance as usual. .. not gonna elaborate more abt my 'ignorance' karang meraung jek kat sini nanti..
Hmm.. I d better do some works then.. Cam bagus jek kan.. berblogging2 kat sini.. even tho the files on my desk are mounting up..
Talk abt multitasking.. duhh..

this pic was taken when I was in Graz, Austria last September. It's been snapped by my Indonesian fren who's still doing her Phd in Leiden University. She did not attend this year congress which was held in Athens recently. But I did bump into a few familiar faces from last year's congress, and they cud still recognise me as the fractured armed lady.. kah kah kah.

and I just realised..

dat i never feel like posting any pics in my blog, making my blog so dull n ugly kan?
and I also realised tat i m a silent reader to many blogs, which i d never bother to acknowledge my presence in their blogs.. well tat's me allrite...
but....
i also realised tat due to the reasons above.. nobody read my blogs.. I mean new readers.. well... maybe bcos this blog is a syok sendiri punya blog kan...
The 2 stooges kat fac tu pun.. tak penah tau their stooge-mate ni ada blog.. hahaha
WAT differ this blog with the other 2 stooges?...
ANSWER: i confide to them with all my personal matters but i wont confide in this blog..well sorry to say.. wat u read is wat u got.. which is only the exterior surface of moi...which only contribute 0.05% of the real makcik in real world actually...
which only... arghhh...
P told me once.. "u shud not do it too often u know"
Moi : shud not do wat?
P: talking to yrself.. if u still wanna do it.. go infront'f d mirror and talk to it..
Moi: well wats wrong wth talking to ourselves? I mean.. when i talk to myself.. u ll see me mumbling je.. if i talk out loud.. tat d be another story.. rite?
P: then do it infront'f d mirror
Moi: Nope..
P: itu lah u.. keras kepala.. never take other ppl advice
Moi: Does it make any diference.. i mean.. i d soliloquy anywhere, any place any time.. when i feel like it.. why do u wanna make it difficult for me by wanting me to TALK INFRONT OF THE MIRROR.. whenevr i feel like talking to myself.. I mean tat thing is spontaneous u know.. i wont just simply talking to myself if i dun hv any issue..
P: ok, when do u usually talk to yrself then?
Moi: Like now maybe .. (mumbling to myself: eee org tua nih.. byk songeh tul.. aku pelempang kang..."
P: sorry i didnt hear u..
Moi: see.. shud i find any mirror now.. can u find me a mirror.. or maybe this side mirror will do ( we re in the car when the conversation took place).. Opps.. toot.. time's up.. i m already done with the talking (moi grinning)
P: ok la u win.. ( buat muka "ada lori ada bas.. ada hari boleh balas")
Moi: showing her contented smile..
After a few minutes...
Moi; Bang, kita nak makan kat mana kejap agi..
P: Buat muka dono.. while ignoring me
Moi: Helloooo.. kita nak makan kat mana ni..( a bit louder tis time)
P: huhhh! r u talking to me?
Moi: ya la... nwho else is in this car?
P: Owhhh.. tot u r still talking to yrself....(with a wide grin smile)
Moi: &^%$J*&#$$@$%% ( PAYBACK TIME.. soonnn..)

Owh.. im thinking of posting a few pics here..well.. havent posted any pics for so long anyway..and here they are... jeng jeng

muka penat cam nak mati..( after more than 24 hrs atas flite + 8 hrs transit kat dubai) pas tu sesampai kat airport.. kununnya nak jadi adventurous.. tarik luggage naik metro to hotel.. ampeh takder pemandangan menarik pun along the way.. tapi ok la... we saved a lot by taking a train to the city


1st day kat athens.. while having our bfast at the bfast corner.. well since its free.. this is all wat we ate for bfast for the whole week there..


well first thing i did when we reached the conference place was looked for the posters room. put on our posters and snapped the pics of us beside the posters.. well they r the proofs tat we did attend the conference, mingled wth other particpants, made networking.. etc.. etc..


anyone cud tell me how to upload the pics along wth its caption to the blog in fastest way?. been uploading one pic at one time and added the caption above by typing it..( hate doing it in mundane way)..

well watever it is.. i ll upload more pics when i m in the mood again... haishhhh...

And Life goes on..

First of all.. i m still here.. eyah eyahh..
tah.. tang mana nak gumbira haper tahh..
i went to the 'seminar keusahawanan' yesterday. Not tat i m so keen to be a future 'usahawan" but it was a seminar for those who took MGM3180 aka Asas keusahawanan in UPM. I m one of those who teaches this course.. which is so amazing la kan. bcos i never had any basic on this subject ( except for a 3 days 2 nites crash course tat they conducted last march).
It wasnt tat bad anyway. I mean the seminar. the speakers r the entrepenurs tat already had established businesses.. and I love the advice tat one of the speakers ie Dr zainul Azizan, the owner of Nagasteel equipment gave to the students who attended the seminar.
When he's been asked of "how to manage yr time" .. he'd just simply said.. To manage yr time.. 2 things tat u shud do are.. 1. off yr handphone.. 2. Off yr YM
which is so true la.. cos I have seen the effects of how thse two things have affected most of the workers in our country.. generally.
I have seen a freind who cant live without her hp and thinks tat she can multitask by doing her works n chatting at the same time...(no offence to ppl yg mmg cam tu ek)
There's one report which i read quite sometime ago.. on a survey and its been reported tat we re actually wasted 70% of our working (quality) time when we started checking our emails.. cos one thing will lead to another, rite? U wont just simply check yr email cos there'd be emails which link to some websites and u opened the websites , they will lead to other websites.. and it will go on.. There'd never be a stop for it..
and to quote wat dr zainul said.. " how r u gonna think of some ideas.. when u r engrossed with chatting to ppl who r online at the same time? "
That makes sense.. seriously. I mean.. I have stopped chatting while i work.. except.. I know I do have some time to do dat.. Most of the time I d be invisible.. and besides.. well im not as chatty as i used to be.. when there r always loads of work tta need to be done before deadline.. owhh well look who's talking.. aku pun kekadang terbabas jugakk.. kah kah kah
Ok la.. on lighter note.. I was free allday today. Pusat KOKO didnt call me for finishing school.. so melangok la aku kat umah.. cam bosan la plak if i had too much free time neyhh..
Uploaded the pics which i ve snapped when i was in Athens last time.. most of the pics were snapped by my freind.. and most of them r not interesting la... we snapped lotsa posters.. as there lotsa infos tat we can gain from em.
I missed the students.. n the class as well. They r gonna start operating their bizs this week. its part of the keusahawanan syllabus. haishh cam tak sabo la plak nak nengok dorang niaga. all the groups have already submitted their business plans but i havent got time to read em yet. i m having 2 appointments at HUKM next week. Tomorrow, i m off for Ortho and a Ct scan on tbursday. Cehh kalahkan pak dokter...
Gotta run.. i mean.. crawl ( kah kah kah).. lum solat n im supposed to be in bed already neyh... ubat lum makan...
well nitey nite nocturnals ( bukan aku ekk)

It cant be any lighter..

Well 12 days has passed since I last wrote in my blog. Lotsa things happened after md last 'transit' in Dubai ( which was happened to be a nitemare for me). I mean LOTSAAA things.. which.. I dun think I have neither the time nor the energy to spin the yarn to my few-kerat readers here.
But i just want to narrate abt wat happened to me this morning..
Which make 'my blood go upstairs" ...
and make me realised how patience i cud be, when confronting this kinda situation..
and I also realised.. whenever i becam mad like hell.. the only resort was to cool myself down by... ermm.. (clearing my throat).. weeping..
yeah.. me so PATHETIC..
wait till u hear the second part of the story.. I m sure u d all crying bucketss..
well.. to start a story, we ( me and my P (which stands for Pakcik, no,.. not U .. incik Shahe).. decided to go to the postoffice.. after having our bfast at kedai mamak. I ve just checked my mailbox a nite before ( with tears streaming on my chubby cheek, and tat will be anothr story okkayy) and found out tat I got an undelivered reg letter, and due to dat, i have to go to Seri Kembangan Post Office , at their kaunter serahan tingkap to obtain the letter.
We parked at a 'secluded' area ( la sangat).. thinking tat no car wud dare to block our car.. by parking their cars behind ours..
UInfortunately.. we were so WRONG. there was this silver Nissan Sentra, and her stupid owner has happily parked her car just behind our car. which is so ridiculous la kan. bcos there is no WAY that we can leave without she removed her car first..
Thinking tat the owner must be somewhere around, P went inside the post office , trying to look for the owner.. later on, he went to all the shops opposite the post office. One hour has passed but still there easnt any sign of the bloody owner. I was late for work anyway.
I even had this tot tat 'she' ( we re very sure ttat the owner must be a SHE) is doing his facial at the beauty salon nearby ( spotted one or two) opposite the post office, while both of us r waiting impatiently for her to come. after 1.5 hours, we ended up our waiting.. with the arrival of AHSO bangang outta nowhere, i think she went to the bank which is like 1/2 km away from the parking place.
and her first q was like ( while pointing to our car).. "Yours arr?" I didnt get the chance to curse her anyway.. bcos P was much quicker than me..
" so stupid! everyone says U r stupid.. u must be born stupid!" sorta.. and before i cud add to his stupid vocabularies, she has already gone!
Should have told her.. not even stupid.. u r also blind!
so much for the tot la kan...

on heavier note.. ( well there is like.. heaviest as well)..
We went to yankies Hut for dinner last nite.. I was not well yesterday ( tat will be another story too).. ermm i ll just cut the story short..
Mom called when we were abt to go back.. and i cried after the phone call.. Goddit?

ok.. here's the last one.. on heaviest note...
I was very bz after coming back from Athens.. I mean.. like bziest.. Touched down at 12.. got my luggage and all.. and i safely reached home at 2 am.. and the next morning.. I had a lecture at 2 pm.. need to prepare the lecture notes as well..
and my my.. how do u call yrself.. after a long trip of more than 24 hours.. withoutany proper rest.. ( remind me not to transit at dubai again)..
i cant even open my eyes..
and on Tuesday.. i have an appt with my beloved Rheumy.. and they have decided to start a new drug via infusion on me.. meaning tat I need to spend a nite in d ward.
which I have done dat.. been there.. last monday.
Again.. they didnt have any vacant bed for me.. so I have to wait. Just imagine.. i ve been in HUKM since 9.30 but at 4.30 pm.. i m still not able to be admitted. and they finally put me in at half past six. I was so dead tired at dat time.. and then.. after the usual check up by the MO, they discovered a huge mass in my womb.. so the mission is now changed.. next day i was put for ultra sound, xray.. gynae clinic bla bla.. and yes.. all these while, i am living with a huge ovarian tumour inside myself for God knows, how long...
well.. did have dysmenorhea frequently. and this feeling of bloatness sometimes.. well.. was thinking tat it must be due to my irregulare eating habit..and this superficial massed thingy.. well i dunno.. i blamed on my ignorance la..
I was discharged last wednesday.. have to go again next week for a CT scan and next.. i dunno.. the gynae will decide I guess.
I have another nitemare.. before i d be able to be discharged. well not gonna tell u anyway.. just remind me to get my MC from tat HO lembab itu.. she forgot to give me one.. tho i have requested it beforehand..
owh.. i forgot.. they have like tonnes of things to do kan.. HO la katakan..
well i ll tell u if there is another double heaviest note in my entry..
The only thing tat I have to remind myslef again n again.. Allah has put me into test once again.. So watever it is.. redha jek la dgn ujian yang ALlah beri ni..
kan...
Semoga makcik ini akan dimasukkan dalam golongan org yang sabar dan redha dengan ketentuan Nya.. I ll accept watever the outcomes anyway..
Hmm.. I dunno.. when wud be the next entry.. kalau ini the last one.. ( tho I m really looking fwd to posting the next one)... well this is it..
Au Revoir.. and.. kenang daku dalam doa mu.. ekkk

kih kih kih..

In Dubai again

ahlan wa sahlan from dubai..yeah.. im now in dubai airport at 4.42 am(MYT), 12.43 am(Dubai Time) and 11.43 pm ( Athens time). Anthr 8 hrs to go b4i d be able to board. Gila bosan aku, dah le emirates hampeh takbagi aku hotel voucherjust bcos i m only economy class passenger. Udah le, terminal dia dah setahun tak siap2 renovate, asal sampai jek kena turun tangga naik bas pi terminal.. Nasib baik jek entertainment dlm flite bagus..kalau idak dah lama aku hantar surat layang kat emirat4es ni..
I amsoo exhausted,checked out at 11 am tis morning and went straight to airport.. the flite departed at 5.30 ( supposed to depart at 4.40 tapi ada la manusiamana yg tak gheti2.. tinggalhand luggage tapi tuannya pi shopping) sampai the pilot siap cakap.. u have my permission to give them the dirty looks when they came..the cabin vrews siap bagi round applause lagik once they entered the cabin hahaha.
Funny,this morning,i was at the greek cafe nearby,sipping greek coffee while listening to some greek pop songs, life seeemed blissful at tat time,how i wish i cud have many other precious momemnts like thismorning.and tonite i am in dubai airport.. thousands ppl allover the world r walking infront'f me now..and tomorrow morning,i d be in the tutorial room,delivering lecture to mystudents.. Now it doesnt sound like the usual routine..it sounds more like living on a fast lane kan..kah kah kah...
Sekali sekala leh la wat cam tu.. cuba tiap2 bulan like my bro.. ada la yg tertiarap tgh jalan karang..
I am now trying to stay awake with a can of pepsi,some crackers and a bottle of mineral water..
I miss my crib ( kater incik Shahe) so much... my "Pakcik".. kirim perfume..so tadi sempat merayau2 cari.. its much cheaper than the one i asked in Athens..
I spent yesterday, strolling around the places nearby..ended up 'shopping' kat Hondos Centre. tapi takshopping pun.. later i found a supermarket which is actually behind the hotel buildinhg.. cett..dah nak balik baru jumpa... purchased some greek coffee and toffee for the kids..
Owh btw,while i was walking to the shopping centre yesterday,when a guy managed to catch me and guess wat? i shrieked a bit thinking that he'sgonna pickpocket me.. but he handed me a 10 euro note and squished it onto my palm instead..Tak sempat aku nak cakap apa2 dia dah lari...
hahaha he must think tat ilooked a bit forlorn wanderinng around the places... well dah selamat duit tu aku guna for d lunch.
owhh... batt dah kong.. cess... tak sempat aku nak tulis byk2..wat am i gonna do for the next 7 hours ni....huwaaaaaa....
some arab monsters r preying my seat now...maunya aku tak berganjak dr tempat duduk ni...

Another day in Athens

yeah.. today is my free day.. duno where to go yet.. masih lagi melepak kat lobi hotel ini.. (alone occay), my companion buddy dah balik (uwaa).. and i cant wait to go back home too... missed my nasik kerabu..( i think i ve lost a few pounds alreday,cehhhh lagik maucakap kan).
Yesterday, i was alone for the half of the day. Zura went back to the hotel to check out at 11, and outta blue i became so independent. ( aku selalu cam tu if i had friends with me, i wud be so ignorant hahaha, ). so after hearing quite a number of mundane lectures ( bcos it wasnt my kinda- niche area), i decided to go back. It was still early tho.. around 4 pm and the sun was above my head.. tersangat la teriknya ( hitam la makkk cam ni kah kah ). Intead of taking a usual cab ( cos they will charge us double fare if we took it infornt'f d hotel), i walked to a next block , heading to a kossoumoli tram station. Since everything is written in greek character, aku pun asked for a help dgn seorang greek god (yang hidung dia sangat 'tinggi': toread: sombong), tapi tak kira gak, aku wat muka seposen .. yeahh makcik kalau kat obersea.. sentiasa dgn muka seposan yg tatau malu. so it cost me 80 cents to go to syntagma square. was looking for some souvenirs to bring back ( they said there were lotsa souvenir shops there). so berjalan la aku tanpa arah tujuan.. from the tram station.. i m so hopeless at map reading.. so baik tak yah bawak kan). Found a small shop with a nice lady there who helps me a lot. To make it worst, tapak sandal aku dah tercabut dr pagi tadi but i did not realise it till the aftrenoon. From the shop, i walked to the metro station to go back to the hotel which is nearby the omonia station. I was lost , ( told u aku ni hopeless wth direction) , i was like going around n around bcos , the place is actually sorta square area ( its called Omonia Sq btw), i tot i came out from the right exit ( svbb dia byk exit) so berpusing2 la aku kat situ.. till i spotted a greek policeman yg tgh sonok menyaman org. It so happened dat the hotel was just across the street, was looking at the landmark actually tapi aku tak nampak pun.. cess). safely arrived at my hotel room, with a flushed face at 8 pm ( masih lagi terang benderang tho). I had problem unlocking the door, luckily Zura has already informed the person at the check in counter so he happily ( agaknya) unlocked the door for me.
Well time to go sight seeing now ( if i d be able to find all the places la hahaha), or else need to look for anther greek policeman lagi kan...
Haishhhh.... sengall..

Ciao..

From Athens with love

Hahh.. i am now enconscedly writing from the lobby of my hotel.. Yeah, we have got the wifi at the conference place.. but i havent brought my lappy yet.. Nanti la esok2 bila aku dah bersorangan. Zura is going back tomorrow, leaving me behind,and i can only leave on saturday. Today, we had a great skive, went to the remnant Temple of Zeus, Acropolis ( which i only managed to climb half way.. mak sakit lutut occayy!) and Olympic Stadium. It was so darn hot sampai aku rasa cam nak heat stroke, the rest of the interesting places,, it d be all in my memory.. nak snap gambo aku dah tak larat nak pi sensorang.. the knee isstill in pain.. once walked non stop.
The Greek, my God, if u cud only see their noses.. leh wat sangkut hanger katernya.. and the features..wahh.. hensemmm sungguh... havent been able to snap withany of theGrreek guys yet.. they r not friendly like any other Europeans nn most of them cant speak english.. to make it worse, we cant even read their writingss..
Eh i ve togo now..wanna go upstairs, wash myself.. and off to zz land.. i still hvtomorrow and the next day to explore Athens.. tu pun kalau rajin la..
well.. ciao for now..

temporarily closed

Am flying to Greece tonite.. will be back next monday ( haishhh terus ada kelas plak tu)...kacooo...
Doakan kepulangan ku selamat pergi dan balik.. (haishh... cam sentomentol la plak)
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Bye

Hapdet katernyaa

Aku sebenonya sekadar mendengar kata, sama cam aku dengar kata ma n bak, dengo kata cikgu, dengo kata pensyarah, dengo kata kawan2 (yg betul jek la). so bila incik shahe suh aku HAPDET, aku pun HAPDET la.. walaupun jiwa aku meronta-ronta melaung2 perasaan malas dan TAKNAK, TAKNAK.. aku tak nak happdet....
.. tapi disebabkan aku ni seorang yg mendengar kata.. ...
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AKU pun HAPDET la...
walaupun hanya sebaris ayat ( ewahhh lirik lagu jugak yg terkuar)..
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akhir kata..


YEAHH! aku dah HAPDETTTTTT (ada gema)

Sekian.

Payday

I came in early today. My 2 good frends semua pi dengar talk by the Elsevier editor of 'how to publish a good journal" katernya ( sori pakcik., aku dah terikut2 gaya ko cakap der gamoknyer). So I was left alone this morning ( still early, baru kul 8.30). and since i know tat I'd be left alone today, soI ve decided to finish the saki baki posa aku yg lum berganti agi tu.. ( iya, aku sungguh kejik, dah penghujung cam ni pun lum abis lagik huhhu), and to top it all, kawan aku jugak dgn sesukahatinya suh aku wakilkan dia pi meeting sbb dia nak pi dgr talk. so dalam kul 11 karang, aku dgn blur dan sopannya ( or is it sopan dan blur) akan duduk sebagai pokok bunga hiasan kat meeting yg langsung takder kena mengena ngan hidup aku ( boleh gitu?)
and since its stll early to do things that need to be done, i logged in to maybank2u to pay all the bills , deposit, downpayments etc, tengok2 aku dah abiskan sebulan gaji aku, infact terpakai lagi a few hundreds, boley? so.. (and i just noticed gaji baru masuk hari ni and i ve finsihed it all? kellesss mak kah kah kah) so lagi sbulan aku kutip la pucuk2 kayu kat tepi jalan wat makan kan? kah kah kah.
ishh tengok keadaan, kena la puasa sepanjang bulan rejab ni nampaknyaa.. sejuk la perut mak aku nengok anak dia yg kushyuk dan bertawadd-uk berposa nih..
Opssss. luper nak cakap.. my condition is getting better.. ehh if not, takde la rasanya nak merapu meraban kat sini kan..
Dah.. nak kena wat claim so dat i ll have some money to be taken with during my trip early next month.. Pakcik! ko nak kirim aper dari Greece? Aku wat balik mak tiri Hercules kat ko nak? kih kih kih

Moral of the story: 1. Gaji aku ciiput, gaji ko byk pakcik.. sampai beli 7 helai baju kije.. tu stock aku setahun tuhh..
2. I m so hopeless when it comes to financial management.. boley?

Sick!

im so so so so not well today, actually it started since last saturday, nope.. last week actually. Well something went wrong wth my body ( macam la tak penah pun kan), the right side of my body from head to toe is in great pain ( the shoulder hurts, the wrist swells, the elbow in pain, the knee can not be bended, the ankle.. still swelling like hell ). Even tho I ve been lying on the sofa for like 24 hours, the body is still aching, and it metastatasized, i mean the pain, sekejap sakit pinggang, sekejap kat shoulder blade. The worst thing i m having fever as well, but its in low grade form. tatau nak cakap apa.. last nite, i woke up at 3 amfeeling so fibromyalgic, so i took a panadol and i sweated later on. Tis morning, since I ve a class at 2 to 4, I ve to drag my body to the fac. Cant postpone the class, bcos I dun have other empty slots to fill in. and muka aku yg moyok ni of course la, very obvious, kalau dah tak sehat, when a colleague asked, i ve to tell him dat, I dun hv the energy to move my body anymore and wish someone could put me inside the upih kelapa and drag me to the destination.
So pathetic!
by the way, last nite, i dreamed of my late friend who passed away last year in Mekah..
reminds me of some "so called friends" aku yg senang bersama tapi susah sensorang ittew.. kejik ! huhuhuhu. Aku rasa kalau aku mati pun lepas setahun kot baru dorang tahu..
*mode emotional*
i m taking a medical leave tomorrow.. Losing my appetite some more..
Nasi dimakan bagaikan pasir .. huhuhuhu

complementing the unfinished products

It was a HECTIC weekend! Seriously, i sacrificed my whole weekend for the sake of students yg ko-cen-tai.it was an 8 to 6 activities. and we only stopped for tea and lunch break. Ko bayangkan lah, betapa makcik ini bercakap dan cakap dan cakap jugak sampai kering tekak ni.. heeshh.. and to see all those students melopong dengar apa saja jek kelentong aku.. kah kah.. its priceless!
i was still ok on saturday. setelah 'dera' bebudak tu skit2 for the ice-breaking activity, they started to feel relaxed. Or else, i almost felt the tension amongst them when i first arrived. after all, they r not from my faculty. Later on, for the next 6 hours, I really had a good time. thse students, when they'r given an opportunity to be themselves, they wud come out with lotsa creative ideas, and u would be surprise, especially seeing their performance in all those sketsas.
However, things were not so good on sunday. i was a bit worn out after the saturday's activity. ached all over.. but still i cant just back out at the last minute. so nak taknak.. i just prayed tat my condition will get better by the afternoon. the students from my own faculty were not as creative as the ones that i conducted on saturday, but there wud alwasys be one or two who'd be outstanding. If the tagline from the saturday's school was "dua-dua", and I think tat was something that they picked up during their orientation week, the tagline on sunday's school was "unfinished product". and they actually referred the term to themselves..students are unfinished products. i guessed I m the only one who even laughed more. and they continued laughing when they saw me cant put a stop to this contagious laugh.
i was totally out when i reached home at 7. so darn tired, physically and mentally.. i just hit the bed rite after the shower and it was only 7 pm. Owh before hitting the bed, i gulped some painkillers,put some blanket, dah demam der pun masa tu.. and off to zzzland. Woke up at 7 am this morning.
begitulah adanya...
len kali nak buat lagi pun... besides achieving something in my SKT, i can also get some extra money.. more than enuff for few stress therapies next time.. kan kan incik Shahe kan?

makcik's day out

i was on leave today.. as i told incik shahe, i went for a stress therapy at J-Card day at JJ Taman equine. Ye la,,sapa lagi nak abiskan duit yang berkepuk-kepuk kat dalam bank tu kan ( bukan duit aku. duit org) kah kah kah
so dengan tekad dan semnagan yang kental, I reached there at 9.30, thinking that we'd be the first one arrived.. ghopanyaa....
hampeh.. dah berbaris2 keter parking kat luar, meaning dat d parking lots inside r fully occupied. Thank God Cik zura managed to park at the rooftop parking and i was too bz sipping coffee with lotsa sugar n cream to rejuvenate the energy.. yess aku sungguh hampehh..
Actually i m not into shopping wth crowds. my kind'f shopping is.. a pleasant one on monday morning and of course la, time takder sale.. it ll be very empty..
so tis is sort'f change ( actually i need ppl who can push the trolley )kah kah kah.. tau la aku ni.. bawak barang skit.. cam dah nak patah tangan
We managed to come out'f the JJ at half past 6!
korang bayangkan le.. the time we spent inside was longer than the time we spend at work all day.. tapi tak kisah la.. janji dah ambik cuti.. not like some ppl whom I believed came straight from their offices.. cladded with office attire ( hari ni khamis.. so most of them wear batik0 .. apa kes!
kalu nak skive pun berpada-pada la kan.. at least bring some extra clothes and u can change it in the toilet.. ( habis la aku bagi cadangan yg amat kellless)
Tho i didnt spent tat much ( compared to my friend), and i did wait for her who was at the kid's section for more than 2 hrs. jenuh la aku bilang org kuar masuk ngan incik guard yg buat lawak bodo kat depan tu..
so the result from this therapy.. aku sakit kaki.. n sakit lutut...
stress whoaa... esok lecture kul 8.. can i change the topic to ' CC's day out at JJ for a so-called stress therapy".. boley?
anyway.. the good thing out'f tis is..i managed to buy an advance bday present for beloved ma n bak. (it wont be a surprise one tho as aku siap consult saiz depa in the middle of the chaotic crowds)
seriously, regardless the hike of fuel price , the hike of so many necessary goods, people are still spending their money lavishly like no tomorrow. I still have no idea why ppl want to buy so many pillows n bed linens just bcos they put the unbelievable discount price. some people bought few big suitacses some more.. and they had like a few trollies to put all the goods.
ye, aku sungguh tak paham.. i just bought things tat i have planned for ages to buy, only i havent had time to buy it til now..and there r items tat i was still unable to buy bcos it doest suit my taste..
so lebih kurang aku ni.. kiranya a good consumer kan? kih kih..
ye tepuk to CC!