Ok.. so i have been neglecting my blog. Its ok tho as nobody is reading it except for a precious one or two ppl heheh. besides i have developed anthr blog at ekawan so i m taking turn to write in these 2 blogs, not that i m a true blog writer cos i only update it once in an orange moon (depends on my mood)
besides i was stuck in kelantan for a week ( stuck is a strong word tho), did nothing due to my careless foot act ( i had an ankle pain in KB)
Life is not bad tho, after a vague relationship with "u know who" i ve set out my wings , preying for other victims * giggling*. The things is, i dun think i can save my relationship anymore, on the top of it, i have lost the feeling, the warmth towrads him, the euphoria when thinking of him , the impatience to meet him everythime. its all over, in one nite ( ok.. its more than a nite actually). wat i have for him now, is all bland, im not looking fwd to meeting him anymore, i feel annoyed everytime he appears in my tot, irritated when i think abt things he did without informing me, infact im sooo over him now and im not gonna lick my wound, feeling sorry to myself, shut my life in a room bcos of HIM. he's not worth my 2 cents pun, and yes, I dun intend to put a block in our frindhip. he's still a fren for all i knew, he still does his favours whenever i asked him to
there goes my love life, dumped into a thrash bin after ermm 4 months? wow.. tat fast.. tho deep inside i somehow regretted all the lucres and energy wasted in tat r'ship.
im happy now, for the life i lead, for the live i went thru, for the experinece gained, for the time loss, for the good and the bad, yipeee.. i ve become a real human at last!
carpe diem!
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